Post by lionel on Sept 18, 2011 16:52:00 GMT -5
Hello, everyone.
My name is Matt. Most of you know me as Fael10000. I've been rping for about 3-4 years now.
And I'm addicted. To the point that I cannot function in normal society outside of it. I've become so dependent on roleplaying that I cannot imagine life without it. I need to take a break. I don't know how long but I do know that if I cannot come back and take this objectively and take breaks and take it in small doses, I can't come back. At all.
Roleplaying is amazing, don't get me wrong. I've met tons of amazing people and made many new friends. But I need to move on from it for now and make a new life. I'm in University, I have a job and I'm making new friends here in my city that I've grown close to. It isn't fair to me or to the others around me if I spend all my time online. I'm living an escape through my characters to the point that I have lost my own identity. I've become the characters so much that when I leave the computer, I'm lost.
So thank you to all who there for me. Thank you to everyone who's been such great friends. But I need to take a break and vanish for a while. Go into the world and find my foundation before I can come back because without a foundation and a solid point of reference, I can't function in a way that is fair to you or to myself.
Thank you all so much for everything.
Fael/Matt
My name is Matt. Most of you know me as Fael10000. I've been rping for about 3-4 years now.
And I'm addicted. To the point that I cannot function in normal society outside of it. I've become so dependent on roleplaying that I cannot imagine life without it. I need to take a break. I don't know how long but I do know that if I cannot come back and take this objectively and take breaks and take it in small doses, I can't come back. At all.
Roleplaying is amazing, don't get me wrong. I've met tons of amazing people and made many new friends. But I need to move on from it for now and make a new life. I'm in University, I have a job and I'm making new friends here in my city that I've grown close to. It isn't fair to me or to the others around me if I spend all my time online. I'm living an escape through my characters to the point that I have lost my own identity. I've become the characters so much that when I leave the computer, I'm lost.
So thank you to all who there for me. Thank you to everyone who's been such great friends. But I need to take a break and vanish for a while. Go into the world and find my foundation before I can come back because without a foundation and a solid point of reference, I can't function in a way that is fair to you or to myself.
Thank you all so much for everything.
Fael/Matt