Post by kaela jodie bensley on Aug 12, 2011 6:15:39 GMT -5
KAELA JODIE BENSLEY
it only hurt a bit, i still feel like shit
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GENERAL INFORMATION
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Full Name:
Kaela Jodie Bensley
Nicknames:
Kae
Gender:
Female
Member Group:
Addict
Age:
Seventeen
Birthday:
5th of February
Sexuality:
Pansexual
PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION
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Height:
5’7
Weight:
105lbs
Hair color:
Blonde with teal dip dye
Eye color:
Blue
Piercings:
- septum
Tattoos:
- Three blue stars – Neck
Overall appearance:
Kaela has a tiny frame that is obviously underweight, with her collarbones and ribs jutting prominently out of her pale white skin. Her unnatural slimness is due to drug abuse rather than anything else, although it’s easy to assume she has an eating disorder. Her dangerous addiction is also evident in the fact she has track marks all over her wrists from shooting up, and slightly purple bags under her eyes. Her natural hair color is a nice light brown, but she’s dyed it blonde and dip dyed it teal. It’s naturally straight, but she likes to curl it on occasion for a change.
Her eyes are a striking ocean blue and she often adorns them with heavy liner and fake lashes. She’s also a big fan of ‘unusual’ makeup, and often uses black, dark purple or red lipstick. Both of her ears have been pierced multiple times and she has her septum done, but doesn’t always wear it out. Her clothing style can be quite revealing and she likes fancy leggings with skirts, jean shorts, and a little tank top or tee. Other days though she’s all casual in a pair of skinny jeans and a baggy hoodie. She often wears platform heels for shoes which just emphasize her petite legs, although she also loves converses and
PERSONALITY INFO
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Likes:
deathcore, the alternative scene, boys, girls, skating, skinny jeans, colored extensions, crazy hair, mosh pits, live concerts, partying, sex, herion, ecstasy, cocaine, being high, alcohol, tattoos, piercings, guitar, drums, sarcasm, fighting, partying, burning things, flirting, french kissing, big dogs, smoking, strawberries, being loud, fuck buddies, horrors, photography, coffee, red bull at two am, ipods, vans, converse chucks, clubs, dark make-up, myspace, camera whores, wagging class, staying up all night, swearing, over-sized hoodies, marshmallows, late night drives, black and white, rough looking guys, screaming fits, iced tea, graffiti, pin-up girls, friday nights, flesh holes, snuggles and big hugs
Dislikes:
air heads, withdrawal, police, rich people, rules, preppy kids, being corrected, swimming, seriousness, the twilight series, most other girls, lame parties, stereotypes, arrogance, backstabbers, fake friends, fast food, girly dresses, pain, hangovers, mainstream shit, shitty looking tattoos, close-minded people, try-hards, abstinence, religion, abuse, chihuahuas, hearing someone throwing up, school, serious relationships
Weaknesses:
- sexy guys
- cute girls
- drugs
- sex
Strengths:
- street smarts
- sex
- drawing
Fears:
- another abusive relationship
- death of a close one
- rape
- suffocating
- drug withdrawal
Goals:
- recover from all the abuse she’s endured
- become a tattoo artist
- get over her addictions
- move out of home
Secrets:
- was in a severely abusive relationship
- has been pregnant before
Disorders:
-drug and sex addiction
- insomniac
Turn ons:
piercings, dark hair, tattoos, a ‘bad ass’, rebels, dealers, skinny jeans, hazel eyes, a tight ass, band members, sociable, being kissed on the neck, aggressiveness, skaters, perfect skin, street smarts, sexy smile, good sense of humor, amazing sex, dimples – on chicks, cute girls, a sentimental side, artists
Turn offs:
orange hair, overweight people, body odor, yellow teeth, goody-goods, preppy chicks, sluts, bad hygiene, violent tempers, bad kissers, self-absorbed
Personality:
Though quarrelsome at times, Kaela is usually a very lighthearted individual. She’s never had much of a wonderful life, but even in spite of that, she keeps a wholesome attitude. Her attitude is in more of a “whatever” format. She’s very indifferent about life and all of its respective views, when something bad happens, Kaela never worries. She believes that everything happens for a reason, and also that it is darkest before the dawn. Drama is never on her agenda. She just likes to let things slide and keep the good times rolling. This is why she's friends with a lot of guys. Kaela can also have her moments, as well. As previously mentioned, Kaela is a rather belligerent girl. She’s fierce for her size. She likes to defend herself, because she certainly can do it on her own. Get in her face, and you'll see what I mean. She enjoys the art of the fight, whether it’s merely verbal or rather violently physical. Her debating skills make her a worthy adversary for any enemy of hers, not to mention her kickass bitchslap. Even with the risk of getting bitten back, Kaela is quick to judge and uses her sharp tongue to do the talking. She'll tell you like it is, plus sass. Trust me.
All fighting aside, Kaela is a funny person. There’s no other way to describe it. She just is. She has been ever since a rather young age, and it has always been her asset in the world. Telling jokes for a living would have been her future had she not fucked it up with drugs and alcohol. She’s also rather loving once you get to know her. Otherwise, she’s just an asshole spitfire. But once you break the seal, she’s sweet as a lamb. No joke. In relationships, it takes a long time for Kaela to let down her guard, but when she does, her partner seems to like her a whole lot more.
Sarcasm is Kaela’s most prominent quality. It’s evident everywhere—her facial expressions, the cock of her eyebrows, the blue in her eyes… Everywhere. She uses her special gift to her advantage in situations where she’s with people she doesn’t necessarily like. It works wonders, really, and it usually prevents her A) from getting made fun of in any aspect and B) from them ever speaking to her again. And while sarcasm prevails, humility is another of Kaela's features. She doesn't know the meaning of the word 'arrogant', considering she has such low self esteem. But even so, Kaela has enough self-worth to kick some serious ass.
Lastly Kaela is a very sexual person. She loves sex. Period. So whenever she's with a date or a potential lover, she makes sure to put on the moves, if you know what I mean.
LIFE HISTORY
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Mother:
Natalie Yvone Bensley, 38, Stripper
Father:
Unknown
Siblings:
None
Pets:
None
History:
Kaela Bensley was born on Friday, February 5th. She was born into a poor and loosely structured family, with a single mother who was addicted to crystal meth. Luckily, Kaela did not inherit the addiction, but she was still brought up very poorly by her mother, Natalie. Natalie tried her best, she really did, but the meth was too much for her to handle on her own. Kaela often went unfed or was left home alone. But this was a partially good thing, because she learned how to take care of herself at an early age. Maybe too early.
By age 14, Kaela was a sexually active slut. She was sleeping around for cigarettes, alcohol, and drugs. A mishap in one of her escapades, though, left her with a late period and three positive pregnancy tests. Kaela received an abortion and vowed never to have sex again until she was in love. Well, this just happened to be rather soon, when a new student stole her heart. His name was Jason and he was perfect. Kaela was in love within a week, and the two were happy together for about a year.
Nearing their first year anniversary, though, things got bad. Jason would start to hit Kaela if she talked back to him, or slap her across the face if she refused to do something he told her to. Kaela was afraid that he would hurt anyone she told, so she kept it to herself. But her best friend at the time began to notice what was wrong, and immediately took action against it. Kaela was placed in counseling, and Jason in rehab for anger management.
However, even with Jason’s cruelty gone from her life the scars were still raw as ever. Kaela took up harder drugs including heroin and cocaine, and once again resorted to sex if it was her only way of gaining them. As the days passed on her drug and sex addiction grew more severe until she was absolutely hooked. She lost a shocking amount of weight and soon had her pale wrists covered with track marks. Eventually Natalie decided enough was enough and sent Kaela away to the Phoenix House in hopes for a better future for her daughter. She’s taking the programming very seriously, wishing to recover from her addiction and move on with life. Unfortunately it’s harder than first thought. She gets encountering setbacks and having to repeat previous stages. Currently she’s on stage three but it probably won’t last long until she caves into her addiction once again.
ABOUT THE PLAYER
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Your Name: Tash
Time Zone: Pacific
Codeword: I wrote the rules.
Other Characters: Daniella Marie
okay so this app was made by tash, and is only to be used on this site. stealings not cool man, so don't do it(: